Although, I'm not a counsel, I'm going to take this advice.
So sad to know that I'm not special because I found certain circumstances difficult :-(. Here, I was living in my bubble, sitting on a pitty-pot and thinking of the heroic deeds I had to do and I stumble on this blog and suddenly realize that, I'm no longer special and neither of my sufferings were hero-ic! Damn! You snapped me out of this, James :-)
Seriously, thank you for this blog! Its amazing to read your blogs and to also admire you for the way you express your thoughts so clearly with no judgement and such precision.